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We're the Rock & Soul Collective! We're collectively an a-spec trans man that goes by he/him. We're also otherkin. We have schizophrenia & DID so please be patient with us, we often have impaired memory & ability to communicate.

We are a Vocaloid producer mainly using Synthesizer V Studio Pro, and UTAU + NEUTRINO + Vocaloid4 on the side. I mainly make Synth V covers, but I also make remixes and originals. Also an artist, primarily drawing fanart and OC art. We translate songs from Japanese to English occasionally, and love programming and robotics.

Our main fandoms aside from the aforementioned: Serial Experiments Lain, Soul Eater, Blue Exorcist, and less actively Haruhi Suzumiya, Houseki no Kuni, MHA, and Touhou.
*I'm not apart of the Hazbin fandom I just have a lingering crush on Alastor from when I was 12 years old like a house haunted by the visage of spirit at unrest

» Waough,..w,,

My life goal is to become a research psychologist. Psychology as a whole interests me, but specifically I want to put research into schizophrenia spectrum disorders! *Naturally, personality disorders and dissociative disorders also interest me...

Part of this site is dedicated to storing information on psychosis & schizophrenia. *Researching this topic is my favourite activity..!

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Our absolute dream for this part of my site is to have subdomains here for each of our system's hosts. We don't currently have the time or HTML skill to actually impliment this for now, but one day we will...!

Last Sunday, I went out with my family.

We went to our relative's house in Fujisawa by train. All of us together.


We left at the time I usually leave for school.

On our way to the train station, my mother noticed that she forgot something, so we went back to the house.


It was the first time we went to their house in Fujisawa -- No. I was mistaken.

We've been there several times. I just forget things sometimes.


Meeting my uncle and aunt. I greeted them by saying "Nice to meet you" by mistake, and they laughed at me.


I don't remember what happened while I was in the train.

But I think I was hearing my father and mother talk quietly about the medicine all the way.

I was hearing it absent-mindedly.

Then I began to feel as if I was at school and I felt sick.


I endured it all the way through. Meeting my uncle and aunt,


I said "Hello." No, I said "Nice to meet you." Was my father and mother there?


Last Sunday, I went out alone.

I went to our relative's house in Fujisawa alone.