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Am I straight now? Will I be seeking a relationship with a woman? No, that's just not possible for the foreseeable future. Even though I've denied my flesh by not feeding or acting on my homosexual lusts [Matthew 16:24], the lusts themselves are still there and are even stronger than they were before. With or without the repentance, I have zero attraction to women. So that means unless God performs a miracle to heal me, I will likely remain single for life, and that's okay. Paul makes it clear that marriage is good but celibacy is a bit better [1 Corinthians 7:38] because an unmarried believer can be fully focused on pleasing God [1 Corinthians 7:32], while a married believer is divided between pleasing God and pleasing their spouse [1 Corinthians 7:33]. Though also, it's better to marry than to be overcome by lust [1 Corinthians 7:9]. But in my case, the only lusts I have are homosexual, so marriage is not an option for me [1 Corinthians 6:9-10]. Since marrying man is sinful [Romans 1:26] for me and I have zero attraction to women [Romans 1:27], the only remaining option is to remain single. That's gonna sound crazy and unrealistic to many of you, and to those of you with similar struggles, that might be a deal-breaker. I get it. I wrestle with this every day, and I know it's hard. But just remember, nothing is worth losing your soul over. [Matthew 16:26] God bless you. Look at your M closely. There's a gap right here in the letter M, it's never connected. So you go into Hebrew: the letter Vav is also the number 6. Short top, long tail. Short top, long tail. You could have here in Hebrew, "666", on the can. But my interest is the word "Monster." What do you see in the O? There's a cross! What has Christ got to do with an energy drink, let alone the name Monster? So I thought 'welp, maybe this is a Christian company' then! "BFC" at the bottom of the can, do you know what that stands for? That's the F-word! "Big **** can!" In fact, they write it on the side of the can so I know that's the F-word! Now, do you know what a "MILF" is? 'Bout 4:30 PM. I'm just wondering what the heck is in our water supply, what the heck is in our oxygen supply...of the, the m- metallic iodized salts, that creates a rainbow effect in a sprinkler. What is oozing out of our ground that allows this type of effect to happen? Not just around our sun and our moon anymore - everywhere we look! The visible spectrum is rainbows. This cannot be natural, we all know it wasn't somethin' that happened 20 years ago, but now it's happenin' now. We as a nation have got to ask ourselves: What the hell is going on? She sells seashells on the seashore, but the value of this shells will fall due to the laws of supply and demand; no one wants to buy shells 'cause there's loads on the sand. Step one: You must create a sense of scarcity. Shells will sell much better if the people think they're rare, you see. Bear with me, take as many shells as you can find and hide 'em on an island, stockpile 'em high until they're rarer than a diamond. Step two: Gotta make the people think that they want 'em. Really want 'em, really fuckin' want 'em, hit 'em like Bronson. Influencers, product placement, featured prime time entertainment - if you haven't got a shell, then you're just a fucking waste, man. Three: it's monopoly, invest inside some property. Start a corporation, make a logo, do it properly. "Shells must sell," that will be your new philosophy. Swallow all your morals, they're a poor man's quality. Four: Expand, expand, EXPAND! Clear forest, make land, fresh blood on hands. Five: Why just shells? Why limit yourself? She sells seashells, sell oil as well! Six: Guns, sell stocks, sell diamonds, sell rocks, sell water to a fish, sell the time to a clock. Seven: Press on the gas, take your foot off the brakes, then run to be the president of the United States. Eight: Big smile mate, big wave, that's great, now the truth is overrated tell lies out the gate. Nine: Polarize the people, controversy is the game, it don't matter if they hate you if they all say your name! Ten: The world is yours. Step out on a stage to a round of applause. You're a liar, a cheat, a devil, a precure, and you sell seashells on the seashore. HEEEEEEEEY THE BIG MAN'S BACK! DOUBLE-U DOUBLE-U DOUBLE-U DOT THE KICK FROM BROOKLYN DOT COM! D'you ever see them signs on the highway billboards years ago, "I'd walk a mile for a camel?" Where they used to have cigarette commercials, the guy used to say "I'd walk a mile for a camel!" Well, lemme tell all o' you young people out there: The big man would walk 20 miles for a QUAALUDE! LEMME TELL YA HAAAA HAA THAT WAS THE DRUG BACK THEN! IN THE LATE 70s AND 80s - QUAALUDES! THE GOOD OL' ROARER 714 AND THEY CHANGED IT TO LEMON! I TELL YA HAAAHAA I WISH I HAD A COUPLE O' THEM FUCKIN' LEMONS NOW! THAT WAS THE BEST FUCKIN' DRUG EVER MADE! IT WAS SO FUCKIN' GOOD! THE GOVERNMENT TOOK 'EM OFF THE FUCKIN' MARKET 'CAUSE THEY WERE PUTTIN' THE FUCKIN' DRUG DEALERS OUT O' POCKET! HAAHAAAA! NON-NARCOTIC, NON-ADDICTIVE, BRING BACK THE FUCKIN' QUAAAALUUUUUUUUUUDES YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE FUCKIN' COCAINE MARIJUANA AND ALL THEM FUCKIN' DESIGNER DRUGS THEY MAKE TODAY AND STICK 'EM UP YOUR FUCKIN ASS! THERE'S NOTHIN' LIKE A FUCKIN' QUAALUDE! HAHAHAAAA! I FIGURE THEY WERE THE FUCKIN' BEST, HAVIN' SEX ON A QUAALUDE? YOU THOUGHT YOU DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN, LEMME TELL YA! AND WHEN YOU HAD AN ORGASM YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE ON THE FUCKIN MOOOON HAHHHAAAHAAA! BRING BACK THEM FUCKIN QUAALUDES! ANYWAY, THIIIIIIIIINK ABOUT IIIT, THIS IS THE BIG MAAN, THE VOOOOOOOOICE, THE VOOICE O' THE PEOPLE HAHAAAAHAAAAA! ROARER 714 HAHAHAHA! And the big man's always OHHH HAHAAA STOP. POSTING. ABOUT AMONG US. I'M TIRED OF SEEING IT. My friends on TikTok send me memes, on Discord It's fucking memes. I was in a server, right? And ALL of the channels are just Among us stuff! I showed my champion underwear to my girlfriend. And the logo I flipped and it and I said "hey babe.. when the underwear is sus! HA HA!" DING DING DING DING DING DING DING.. DI- DI- DING! I fuckin' looked at a trash can, I said.. "That's a bit sussy!" I looked at my penis I think of the astronaut's helmet and I go penis? more like PESUS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA look at this shit. LOOK AT THIS STUPID BULLSHIT! "rEsTaRtInG in 12 MiNutEs and 58 seCoNDs" this shit comes up on my computer EVERY. SINGLE. DAY., AUTOMATICALLY! "Your PC needs to restart to finish installing ImPoRtAnT UpDaTeS" EVERY SINGLE DAY. And every single day I click "later." You know why I click "later"?! BECAUSE THERE IS NO OPTION TO CLICK "NEVER" I'D LIKE TO CLICK "NEVER" I NEVER WANT TO INSTALL THIS BULLSHIT, MEANINGLESS, SUPERFLUOUS...-s- I HATE 'EM! I HATE THESE STUPID UPDATES LOOK AT THIS SHIT. EVERY DAY THIS COMES UP! And you know what happens after you click "later" a few times? When a few days goes by and you keep clicking "later" and "later" 'cus you don't wanna fucking do it, you just want to put it off? This automatic bullshit that interrupts your work? IT MAKES YOU TURN OFF YOUR FUCKING COMPUTER AND YOU CLICK "LATER" EVERY DAY, EVENTUALLY IT TAKES AWAY THE OPTION TO EVEN CLICK "LATER" AND IT JUST SAYS: "THESE ARE YOUR ONLY OPTIONS", IT'S BASICALLY PUTTING A KNIFE TO YOUR HEAD AND SAYING YOU COULD EITHER- COULD EITHER FUCKIN'- CAN EITHER WAIT 11 MINUTES AND IT WILL TURN IT OFF FOR YOU OR YA KNOW, BITE THE BULLET AND SHUT IT OFF NOW. IT DOESN'T EVEN GIVE YOU A CHOICE TO SAY "NO" IT JUST COMES UP, WHENEVER IT WANTS, AUTOMATICALLY SAYS "FUCK YOU, WE'RE TURNING OFF YOUR COMPUTER, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN 10 MINUTES AND 47 SECONDS" LOOK AT THIS SHIT I AM FUCKING RENDERING SOMETHING YOU COCKSUCKER; I'M DOING IMPORTANT SHIT; WHY DO YOU NEED TO INSTALL UPDATES?! WHAT UPDATES?! SOME MORE FUCKING SPYWARE, SO THE NSA CAN KEEP WATCHING WHAT I'M DOING?! LOOKING AT MY FUCKING DICK PICS?! WATCHING ME JACK OFF?! SPYIN' ON ME????!!! and you don't seem to understand a shame you seemed an honest man and all the fears you hold so dear will turn to whisper in your ear and you know what they say might hurt you and you know that it means so much and you don't even feel a thing i am falling i am fading i have lost it all and you don't seem the lying kind a shame that i can read your mind and all the things that i read there candlelit smile that we both share and you know i don't mean to hurt you but you know that it means so much and you don't even feel a thing i am falling i am fading i am drowning help me to breathe i am hurting i have lost it all i am losing help me to breathe i am falling i am failing i am drowning help me to breathe i am hurting i have lost it all i am losing help me to breathe ho oh yeah ho oh yeah i am falling i am failing i am drowning help me to breathe i am hurting i have lost it all i am losing help me to breathe
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Am I straight now? Will I be seeking a relationship with a woman? No, that's just not possible for the foreseeable future. Even though I've denied my flesh by not feeding or acting on my homosexual lusts [Matthew 16:24], the lusts themselves are still there and are even stronger than they were before. With or without the repentance, I have zero attraction to women. So that means unless God performs a miracle to heal me, I will likely remain single for life, and that's okay. Paul makes it clear that marriage is good but celibacy is a bit better [1 Corinthians 7:38] because an unmarried believer can be fully focused on pleasing God [1 Corinthians 7:32], while a married believer is divided between pleasing God and pleasing their spouse [1 Corinthians 7:33]. Though also, it's better to marry than to be overcome by lust [1 Corinthians 7:9]. But in my case, the only lusts I have are homosexual, so marriage is not an option for me [1 Corinthians 6:9-10]. Since marrying man is sinful [Romans 1:26] for me and I have zero attraction to women [Romans 1:27], the only remaining option is to remain single. That's gonna sound crazy and unrealistic to many of you, and to those of you with similar struggles, that might be a deal-breaker. I get it. I wrestle with this every day, and I know it's hard. But just remember, nothing is worth losing your soul over. [Matthew 16:26] God bless you. Look at your M closely. There's a gap right here in the letter M, it's never connected. So you go into Hebrew: the letter Vav is also the number 6. Short top, long tail. Short top, long tail. You could have here in Hebrew, "666", on the can. But my interest is the word "Monster." What do you see in the O? There's a cross! What has Christ got to do with an energy drink, let alone the name Monster? So I thought 'welp, maybe this is a Christian company' then! "BFC" at the bottom of the can, do you know what that stands for? That's the F-word! "Big **** can!" In fact, they write it on the side of the can so I know that's the F-word! Now, do you know what a "MILF" is? 'Bout 4:30 PM. I'm just wondering what the heck is in our water supply, what the heck is in our oxygen supply...of the, the m- metallic iodized salts, that creates a rainbow effect in a sprinkler. What is oozing out of our ground that allows this type of effect to happen? Not just around our sun and our moon anymore - everywhere we look! The visible spectrum is rainbows. This cannot be natural, we all know it wasn't somethin' that happened 20 years ago, but now it's happenin' now. We as a nation have got to ask ourselves: What the hell is going on? She sells seashells on the seashore, but the value of this shells will fall due to the laws of supply and demand; no one wants to buy shells 'cause there's loads on the sand. Step one: You must create a sense of scarcity. Shells will sell much better if the people think they're rare, you see. Bear with me, take as many shells as you can find and hide 'em on an island, stockpile 'em high until they're rarer than a diamond. Step two: Gotta make the people think that they want 'em. Really want 'em, really fuckin' want 'em, hit 'em like Bronson. Influencers, product placement, featured prime time entertainment - if you haven't got a shell, then you're just a fucking waste, man. Three: it's monopoly, invest inside some property. Start a corporation, make a logo, do it properly. "Shells must sell," that will be your new philosophy. Swallow all your morals, they're a poor man's quality. Four: Expand, expand, EXPAND! Clear forest, make land, fresh blood on hands. Five: Why just shells? Why limit yourself? She sells seashells, sell oil as well! Six: Guns, sell stocks, sell diamonds, sell rocks, sell water to a fish, sell the time to a clock. Seven: Press on the gas, take your foot off the brakes, then run to be the president of the United States. Eight: Big smile mate, big wave, that's great, now the truth is overrated tell lies out the gate. Nine: Polarize the people, controversy is the game, it don't matter if they hate you if they all say your name! Ten: The world is yours. Step out on a stage to a round of applause. You're a liar, a cheat, a devil, a precure, and you sell seashells on the seashore. HEEEEEEEEY THE BIG MAN'S BACK! DOUBLE-U DOUBLE-U DOUBLE-U DOT THE KICK FROM BROOKLYN DOT COM! D'you ever see them signs on the highway billboards years ago, "I'd walk a mile for a camel?" Where they used to have cigarette commercials, the guy used to say "I'd walk a mile for a camel!" Well, lemme tell all o' you young people out there: The big man would walk 20 miles for a QUAALUDE! LEMME TELL YA HAAAA HAA THAT WAS THE DRUG BACK THEN! IN THE LATE 70s AND 80s - QUAALUDES! THE GOOD OL' ROARER 714 AND THEY CHANGED IT TO LEMON! I TELL YA HAAAHAA I WISH I HAD A COUPLE O' THEM FUCKIN' LEMONS NOW! THAT WAS THE BEST FUCKIN' DRUG EVER MADE! IT WAS SO FUCKIN' GOOD! THE GOVERNMENT TOOK 'EM OFF THE FUCKIN' MARKET 'CAUSE THEY WERE PUTTIN' THE FUCKIN' DRUG DEALERS OUT O' POCKET! HAAHAAAA! NON-NARCOTIC, NON-ADDICTIVE, BRING BACK THE FUCKIN' QUAAAALUUUUUUUUUUDES YOU CAN TAKE ALL THE FUCKIN' COCAINE MARIJUANA AND ALL THEM FUCKIN' DESIGNER DRUGS THEY MAKE TODAY AND STICK 'EM UP YOUR FUCKIN ASS! THERE'S NOTHIN' LIKE A FUCKIN' QUAALUDE! HAHAHAAAA! I FIGURE THEY WERE THE FUCKIN' BEST, HAVIN' SEX ON A QUAALUDE? YOU THOUGHT YOU DIED AND WENT TO HEAVEN, LEMME TELL YA! AND WHEN YOU HAD AN ORGASM YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE ON THE FUCKIN MOOOON HAHHHAAAHAAA! BRING BACK THEM FUCKIN QUAALUDES! ANYWAY, THIIIIIIIIINK ABOUT IIIT, THIS IS THE BIG MAAN, THE VOOOOOOOOICE, THE VOOICE O' THE PEOPLE HAHAAAAHAAAAA! ROARER 714 HAHAHAHA! And the big man's always OHHH HAHAAA STOP. POSTING. ABOUT AMONG US. I'M TIRED OF SEEING IT. My friends on TikTok send me memes, on Discord It's fucking memes. I was in a server, right? And ALL of the channels are just Among us stuff! I showed my champion underwear to my girlfriend. And the logo I flipped and it and I said "hey babe.. when the underwear is sus! HA HA!" DING DING DING DING DING DING DING.. DI- DI- DING! I fuckin' looked at a trash can, I said.. "That's a bit sussy!" I looked at my penis I think of the astronaut's helmet and I go penis? more like PESUS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA look at this shit. LOOK AT THIS STUPID BULLSHIT! "rEsTaRtInG in 12 MiNutEs and 58 seCoNDs" this shit comes up on my computer EVERY. SINGLE. DAY., AUTOMATICALLY! "Your PC needs to restart to finish installing ImPoRtAnT UpDaTeS" EVERY SINGLE DAY. And every single day I click "later." You know why I click "later"?! BECAUSE THERE IS NO OPTION TO CLICK "NEVER" I'D LIKE TO CLICK "NEVER" I NEVER WANT TO INSTALL THIS BULLSHIT, MEANINGLESS, SUPERFLUOUS...-s- I HATE 'EM! I HATE THESE STUPID UPDATES LOOK AT THIS SHIT. EVERY DAY THIS COMES UP! And you know what happens after you click "later" a few times? When a few days goes by and you keep clicking "later" and "later" 'cus you don't wanna fucking do it, you just want to put it off? This automatic bullshit that interrupts your work? IT MAKES YOU TURN OFF YOUR FUCKING COMPUTER AND YOU CLICK "LATER" EVERY DAY, EVENTUALLY IT TAKES AWAY THE OPTION TO EVEN CLICK "LATER" AND IT JUST SAYS: "THESE ARE YOUR ONLY OPTIONS", IT'S BASICALLY PUTTING A KNIFE TO YOUR HEAD AND SAYING YOU COULD EITHER- COULD EITHER FUCKIN'- CAN EITHER WAIT 11 MINUTES AND IT WILL TURN IT OFF FOR YOU OR YA KNOW, BITE THE BULLET AND SHUT IT OFF NOW. IT DOESN'T EVEN GIVE YOU A CHOICE TO SAY "NO" IT JUST COMES UP, WHENEVER IT WANTS, AUTOMATICALLY SAYS "FUCK YOU, WE'RE TURNING OFF YOUR COMPUTER, NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE DOING IN 10 MINUTES AND 47 SECONDS" LOOK AT THIS SHIT I AM FUCKING RENDERING SOMETHING YOU COCKSUCKER; I'M DOING IMPORTANT SHIT; WHY DO YOU NEED TO INSTALL UPDATES?! WHAT UPDATES?! SOME MORE FUCKING SPYWARE, SO THE NSA CAN KEEP WATCHING WHAT I'M DOING?! LOOKING AT MY FUCKING DICK PICS?! WATCHING ME JACK OFF?! SPYIN' ON ME????!!! and you don't seem to understand a shame you seemed an honest man and all the fears you hold so dear will turn to whisper in your ear and you know what they say might hurt you and you know that it means so much and you don't even feel a thing i am falling i am fading i have lost it all and you don't seem the lying kind a shame that i can read your mind and all the things that i read there candlelit smile that we both share and you know i don't mean to hurt you but you know that it means so much and you don't even feel a thing i am falling i am fading i am drowning help me to breathe i am hurting i have lost it all i am losing help me to breathe i am falling i am failing i am drowning help me to breathe i am hurting i have lost it all i am losing help me to breathe ho oh yeah ho oh yeah i am falling i am failing i am drowning help me to breathe i am hurting i have lost it all i am losing help me to breathe
Welcome to my own little corner of the internet where nobody gets to tell me how to behave!
We are the schizodissociative system known as Whimsico.; our collective name is Nexus (he/him.) Collectively speaking, we are a bisexual transmasculinized andromorph and androgyne-neutrois, and we are also physically disabled cane user (and less frequently, underarm crutches.)
My two lifelong interests are psychology and Vocaloid. I'm very interested in the theory of structural dissociation and dissociative disorders, as well as formal thought disorder and ipseity disturbance as they relate to the schizophrenia spectrum. It's barren right now but I plan to collect information about the latter on this site, though this is stalled by my disabilities much of the time.
I am a vocaloid producer, primarily working with Synthesizer V Studio Pro 1, but I also use UTAU, Neutrino, and Vocaloid sometimes. I am a major fan of weevildoing's The Post Traumatic Manifesto, which you can visit the site for here and read my archival document for here. My other favourite vocaloid producers would be wowaka, Iyowa, and Kikuo; as for those that make covers, I really like the tuning of Creuzer, joey, PigeonandRuko, CoffeeCat12, fkuukl, zhench8, and Eirreyn.
I am also a fan of several animanga and/or video game series; my favourite animanga series is Soul Eater. In varying amounts, I am also a fan of Serial Experiments Lain, Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Touhou, and The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya. I used to be pretty into Blue Exorcist (and kind-of still am) but I haven't caught up with it...
Note: all of these links contain no content, I'm just working on the structure of the site right now
